WordPress says Good-Bye?

WordPress Photo Challenge is gone!  I cannot believe this.  I have been blogging for atleast ten years.  I loved this challenge.  I hope WordPress has other challenges or does something!

What to write about?

Well, as a Christian women I wish to say that I believe in God.  I am a college student and I will probably write more about my college classes.  I am taking Marketing Management and this  author is Phillip Kotler.  I will write more as I am in class, which starts the first week of July.

I look forward to sharing with all of you my College knowledge as I continue to study.

What is the first sentence of the book you’re reading right now?

What is the first sentence of the book you’re reading right now?

In the Bible: The book of Revelation

“The revelation of Jesus Christ, which God gave him to show his servants what must soon take place.”

I love this sentence as it tells the beginning of the end of the books in the Bible.  I think that those who try to scare us all into the end of the world, are false prophets.  Why?  Even Jesus says, “I will come like a thief in the night.”  No one will know the end of the world until Jesus  comes.

Leave it as a comment below and let’s chat about it.




Happy Father’s Day 2018

I live in USA, IL, and it has to be the hottest day I can remember on this Father’s Day.  I am not feeling well, but wanted to share my thoughts.  I have a major paper due for College tonight, in reality I cannot wait to hand it in.  I am in my Master’s Degree for HRM.   Than I have a huge final due.  I am exhausted, stressed.  I will conqueror this.  I am a women and tend to worry more than I should.  I will give it to God and bless my life by relaxing for once.  I pray that all who stop here are blessed.

Daily Poste

Paying it Forward

Today I write because yesterday 6/15/18, a Friday, I was too exhausted to write.  But today I wish to share a story.

A friend, whom cut herself, had to get to the hospital.  After she called many people, no one stepped up due to the ego.  Thus, as a Christian I decided to do what Jesus would do and help a friend in need without any judgments.  I live for God and life is all about Him, thus doing what Jesus would do, I brought her to a hospital, stayed and helped through a depressing thing.  It is not for me or you or anyone to Judge any person.  Jesus loves unconditionally.  No Conditions!  Open arms.

Being an empath, I had to go to my place and clear my toxic energy as it was not well.  If you know someone in need, would you help them and throw away the ego?  As the two angels helped me the other day, it was my way of helping someone else and paying it forward.  I let go of my ego and just did what was right in the eyes of Jesus.

May you all be blessed for reading this.  Tarot by ceclia_2018

Good People In America

Let me start out by saying that over the past ten years I have blogged and been hacked more than  once.  Those who choose to follow me know who I am.  At any rate, this is how my day started today.  Up at am with hardly any sleep.  Then Off to a place to feed my cats because where I am at I am not allowed to have them.  On the way back to my location where it originated, our truck just literally DIED.  He was driving it, and there was nothing we could do, and with no job, no home to call of my own, we just started walking.  We grabbed anything of value thinking that someone would steal the truck or take everything we had in it out.  My faith was strong, but not as strong as I should have let it be.  As a christian couple, we put our faith in HIM.  After walking awhile, a nice van with two men asked if we needed a ride.  Gratefully we took it, and off we went to a location that is not my own.  Now it reminds me so much of the way America is going to be great again, somehow.  I have to believe this.  Since 2015, and almost having my Master’s degree ten years after raising my daughter as a single mom, I have been homeless, helpless, lost, depressed and just lost my faith until TODAY.  There is someone out there over this internet far worse off than I am.  I am waiting patiently until God tells me what to do next, or for someone or some company to offer me a great job.  I have worked many jobs but for odd reasons not been able to stay long.  Its as if the unknown is more attracted to me than the “known.”  I will be praying for everyone across America, each day I get up because those two men were our Angels today and with tears in my eyes, if I could pay them back, it’s all I can to do pay it forward when I am able to.  May you all be blessed for reading my story.  Jackie Paulson @ 2018 6/14/2018, do not use my words or this blog for your selfish reasons.  I have a right to protect my words.

Struggling with Depression

My Life with PTSD, Bipolar & Bpd

I’m struggling with my depression. To cope I am saying my affirmations out loud three times. Along with a lot of deep breaths. But this depression is getting to me. I’m feel as if my consciousness keeps repeating negative thoughts. At the moment I’ve been obsessing over the messages I read. They oh so nicely end my relationship of a year and some. I just thought you would better, understand my state of mind. In the beginning I felt numb. I felt nothing. I can’t think straight. I can hardly write without negative thoughts. I’m glad I’m working a lot lately. The key is staying as busy as I can. Any help tips?

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